In Pursuit of Harmonness[Patrick's Quest for Ben]

[Patrick Harmon]

So I guess I have to rewrite history But basically, the game has become intense in the sense that everyone wants Chad gone now. From the one being most loved he seems to be the most hated now and I fear for my own sanity because people will think I am with him lol. Tho I am trying as hard as I can to distance myself from him and the fact that I have to pretend I am still duefully inlove with him lolol.

[Patrick Harmon]

Well now that we merged things have gotten a little different. It seems the Infantata tribe is gonna be tight. There's no doubt about it. If anything this plate smash proves that. I like Addie but it seems majority wants her out so I have to agree with that. I don't want to mess with majority this early on and I love too many people right now.

[Patrick Harmon]

This was a very interesting round. First of all, to recall things that happened..uhm when we all got back together after that seriously tedious posting challenge that rocked the board to extinction. We still lost during the Puzzle challenge. It sucked so much and I wish there was another way but Travis had to leave and so he went.

After that we were surprised to know it was merge. It became a relief as I wasn't ready to lose any more members on the Rubberman tribe. A tribe I built to perfection. The targets for that round went bonkers as it was Leah first, then Gabe, then Addie then idk what else. But I wasn't ready to let go of people who I really talk to and also my own alliance in Chad, Ben, Constance and Gabe. or what I should say is the Rubberman Alliance. I manuevered the vote directly to Addie because I feared there was a connection between her and Constance. But of course our plain failed -.- Leah decided to save Addie that round to ensure Chad was going home. I was quite surprised so I had to know what the deal was and I tried the best I can to make sure Leah was still on my side.

I avoided the target next round when Ben won immunity and I rounded up Violet and Nora to vote with us and get rid of Vivien. It worked perfectly and then we thought we had a 6-5 advantage over the Infantata tribe on the next round.

When I won immunity in the auction. Things started to get shifty when Violet decided she wanted to blindside Gabe...I know I might have shot myself in the foot in this scenario but then I didn't want to backstab my own original alliance to get to the end. I thought it was wrong and I wanted to play the good guy. So I rounded everyone even the Infantatas and pleaded that they vote Violet with us. The vote surprisingly went 6-3 sending Violet home.

This round it just got trickier...The Moiras are back...It's not looking good...I was intent to try and figure out how we can come out on top of this but then the way the groups were set up was just not good. We were able to get rid of Addie on Team B thanks to Nora's surprise Idol. Which btw I don't know how she got it lol. But anyway, I'm glad Nora still trusts me. On the other end Ben went home. I was so sad about it I knew I couldn't control that from happening but it seems he wanted to be voted out. So I guess I am fine with that.

Now the game changes again and I am faced with like multiple people wanting to be with me and going to the end. From this point on...whatever I do will decide the fate of this game...let's find out shall we?

[Patrick Harmon]

Here goes the girls again trying to push for someone from my alliance. I mean seriously I trust them but I don't trust them. It's a weird love/hate relationship and I just can't keep bowing down to these hallow-queens. I'm the king of this house and this is MY house they will have to do what I want!

[Patrick Harmon]

Soooo this time I really don't know what I'm gonna do. And Gabe isn't even around to discuss this vote -.- At this point whichever side we are both going for we are giving them majority. It is just a matter of which group is more comfortable to go with. I don't like billie dean staying in much longer. She HAS to go NOW! The longer she stays the more suspicious I am that the girls cant let go of her...

[Patrick Harmon]

Seriously if these women think I'm just gonna let them order me around about the vote then they have another thing coming to them. BD will go because I want her to! Deal with it!

[Patrick Harmon]

lol people are dumb. why agree to an alliance only to crash that hope all over again? seriously pointless. Oh well at least I am safe. Some people need to know when to stop with the lying seriously

[Patrick Harmon]

I'm gonna wait till Leah posts her Opening Statements

[Patrick Harmon]

Hello Jury! First off I'd like to thank the host for a wonderfully done American Horror Story Survivor I've really had fun in my stay here!

I came into this game not knowing anyone unlike some people here who I'm sure joined with friends. Unlike them, I came alone and I played hard right from the get-go. Seeing as my character had lots of potential I played with his character the best I know how <3 be the flirty polygamous Patrick that he should be and take away the man-prize that is Ben <3

Right on the spot I got an alliance offer from Chad. And so I accepted along with Constance, Gabe, Nora, Leah and Ben. At least those are who I can remember from the alliance that was formed. So I chatted it up with them, through PM through chat whenever I can catch them. Being as I was in a different part of the world it was not that easy to communicate with people but I did get by. Moreover, I was determined to win the individual immunity challenges when I saw that we were fighting as individuals and not as a tribe. With the help of several key players I was able to keep from going to TC. Even though I never went to tribal council in that phase I still socialized with everybody else and just warm up to them and let them know that if I was ever in a TC that they were safe with me.

When we got to the second phase, I of course jumped on the opportunity to win and grabbed the spot as captain along with Leah and Moira. I found myself choosing all the guys + Constance. This was what I wanted as I feel like I was more close to them than the others and I was not ready to lose anyone I was close to. We may have lost the opening act but we went on winning the next few tho we lost Travis and Joe in the process.

When merge hit, it was clear we were outnumbered because even tho we may have Leah and Nora, there were growing concerns that Leah was gonna stick with Infantata. So Ben and I approached Nora and Violet and offered a final 4 sort of deal, so they stick with us and not with Infantata. At this point the unspoken alliance between Constance, Chad, Leah, Gabe, me, Nora and Ben started to crumble as Chad wanted to go after Gabe and Leah and Gabe wanted to go after Chad. I can't blame Chad for doing so. He's a smart guy he knew he was out 5th if he stuck with me, Chad, Ben and Con. But I was determined to keep him loyal to me so I helped him whenever I can when he was in danger. Even though people thought he was a snake or being the mole to our alliance. I was the only one who really knew who Gabe was loyal to and as long as he was there I knew I could trust him.

Prolly my biggest mistake was trusting Leah as it proved that she was playing her own individual game plus with the help of her own minions she tried to take out the people surrounding me. This only fueled my desire to win immunities as much as I can. She's saying I failed at getting her out? Well, well, well she failed at taking away immunity from me! She ignored the fact that I may have been her biggest adversary challenge wise and so that costed her alliance in the end. You guys may say I may have been relying on immunity as the game dwindles down but I had no choice. With Leah's instability, I couldn't risk the thought of her idoling me out with the shitload that she had. If I was hiding behind immunity, she was swimming in hidden idols which God knows where she might have gotten them. I played with force, she played with cowardice. I painted a big red target on my back but I maintained my composure, I maintained that target until I couldn't anymore.

I remember there were two times I wasn't immune but I know this wasn't enough to downplay the fact that I was a threat. And yet it boggles me that Leah didn't even think of getting rid of me at those times. You see, I figured out how Leah works. You make her paranoid enough that a certain someone is coming after her really hard. She jumps on it and gets rid of them. It's funny the person she should have been worried the most was me but with the help of Gabe I was able to fool her that I was on her side and was not really taking her out.

I wish I could say I played this game with integrity but I know it's gonna be a lie. Because I did lie at some point in the game. I don't deny that. But what I didn't lie about was to how I voted to the people I trusted. They knew how I was gonna vote. Besides, who didn't lie in this game?

Ok I'm ranting on and on lol. Sorry if you got bored, but if you're still reading past here, then that's dedication right there Anyway, I leave it to you jury to decide who did play the game the best and who played the game with FRIENDS. I know I didn't, I can't say for anyone else. If you've got some questions you are itching to ask me, please feel free to do so! I'll gladly answer any of it. Patrick out

[Patrick Harmon]

I am contemplating really hard if I should post this in response to Gabe...

Hello Gabe! Thanks for the question and the compliment. Ok, so at the rist of sounding repetitive, my ideal final 3 would have been me, you and Ben. It's funny because you won't have been my first choice but the more I got to know you the more I realized how great you were of an ally and if I wanted the best way to get to the end I believed I could count on you. And as for Ben, well it's no secret, he took my heart away, I would want nothing more than to elope with him